The onus and the responsibility.
Sometime back, I decided that, I have invested enough time in something and set a date. I knew then that the end would be gradual. I hadn't considered any external circumstances or the other party's involvement in that decision. There was no consideration in case of a favourable response at all. There was, a not so favourable response either.
I do rue the fact that things haven't moved in the way that would have made me happy. A very very small hope is still alive. I do check for tidings that might make my wishful thinking come true, but the ultimatum remains and I've accepted it. It's is just the burden of the wait that remains. I call it a burden because, I do not want to later on regret the fact, that I didn't wait the time, I had said I would.
It is thus, now a responsibility. I know it is a solace to myself, but I would like it to grant myself that small pleasure.
I do rue the fact that things haven't moved in the way that would have made me happy. A very very small hope is still alive. I do check for tidings that might make my wishful thinking come true, but the ultimatum remains and I've accepted it. It's is just the burden of the wait that remains. I call it a burden because, I do not want to later on regret the fact, that I didn't wait the time, I had said I would.
It is thus, now a responsibility. I know it is a solace to myself, but I would like it to grant myself that small pleasure.
posted by ryma at 6:43 AM
11 Comments:
Feb 11 approacheth! Make up your mind, and quick!!
My crib seems to be that, it ain't approacheth fast enough.
Its all in mind! You say its tomorrow, it'd be tomorrow!
And, I did call it quits.
Congratulations to the lady of the house!
That's before-time performance! In marketing, that'd be called Customer Delight. Excellento!
Why is it, then that I don't feel so happy about it?
If you ain't happy, then whole time-limit episode was useless! No point imposing upon yourself pretentious deadlines!!
Well, it is not a pretentious deadline or anything. However, not necessary that I feel happy about the decision is it? And that is not a pretence.
I didn't mean it that way. I meant that the deadline becoming useless in the even of you being unhappy, turns out to be pretentious.
Anyways, as Bobby McFerrin said "Don't Worry, Be Happy". These lines are gold for grammies, should be good enuff for me and u!
Hey, any which way you meant it, I don't think, the deadline is useless, mainly because, the deadline is for me to accept that the hope is useless and that's about it.
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